To think, you must doubt.

To any sentient being, I think the most important thing is to doubt yourself. No matter how sure you are of yourself, you must always bear in mind that you can be wrong. In fact, you have been wrong on many (most?) occasions, and you will be wrong for many times to come. This is a serious and crucial realization, because most of our actions arise from our conscious and unconscious beliefs.

Our horizons are bounded. The thoughts and opinions we can have are limited by our cultural experience (e.g. socially accepted norms). Our confidence in our beliefs is bolstered by the fact that we can only operate inside our tiny little box, which makes everything in the box so familiar and comfy and, you know, “obviously true”.

However, to make good decisions in life, we must accumulate much “experience” to guide us. That “data” comes in the form of a diverse array of opinions and beliefs, which may not agree with each other. We must expand our shoebox of a mind to a warehouse of different perspectives which allow us to appreciate things and happenings more completely. This will aid our decision-making process by allowing us to evaluate the consequences of choices more accurately.

Hence, to grow as a person, we should:

  • Make a habit out of introspecting and picking out flaws in our own reasoning. Keep asking, “wait, could I be wrong? I seem to be making sense but what if something outside my experience, some factor I have not considered, would overturn my judgement?” Nothing is more annoying than arguing with someone who can never realize that he/she can be wrong.
  • Do not fear challenges to our accepted beliefs. Ideas from outside our shoebox will cause discomfort; they can often be seen, consciously or unconsciously, as attacks on ourselves. This causes us to act defensively and shut out “opposing” ideas. But we must transcend that fear and try to suss out the apparent contradiction. “Was I right or wrong after all?”
  • Actively seek challenges to our accepted beliefs. They say, “travel young, for it expands your horizons.” Experiencing different cultures is a great way to expose oneself to a barrage of practices and beliefs that are alien to us,. The mere awareness of such possibilities will expand our mind-box exponentially. To my good fortune, many of my friends hold pretty non-mainstream opinions, and I’m infinitely thankful for the numerous mental assaults they have mounted against me. Hopefully I am less naive as a result. Try to surround yourself with such people!
  • Be constantly aware of the limits on our knowledge. “I think this is correct, but this is subject to my assumption XXX, which may be a presumption inculcated into me by my cultural background.” “I think you’re wrong, but perhaps I overlooked something in my rebuttal. Let me explain it to you.” “I’m very sure of this, but since you disagree, can you explain your reasoning to me? Perhaps you can enlighten me on something I had missed.”
  • Beware of our impression of things. Our impression of something may not be its true nature. The disparity comes from our personal interpretations, but increasingly our interpretations are being exploited by certain parties with an interest in manipulating our impressions of stuff. “Stuff” includes commercial products, political issues, you name it. Marketing is the science of making something give the best impression it can, which usually means that it will look much better than it really is.
To think, you must doubt.

To think, you must doubt.

Now for a disclaimer in the spirit of the above: I think this is a good approach, but it is likely that I have missed out lots of stuff, which occurs when I try to make ad-hoc lists of stuff. It is even possible that my assumptions were wrong, and these ideas I have presented need a major reshaping. Of course, if you can improve this, please let me know. I would be most interested in listening to voices from outside my shoebox. Or I think I am… perhaps I am more closed-minded than I think… yeah, that probably is true.

Then again, these ideas are common among my circle of friends, so could this be a case of group-think?

Act, even if you doubt.

A friend warned me not to “take this idea to the extreme and lose conviction in what you believe” because “an excess of self-doubt can paralyze you and prevent any effective action.” What’s important is “finding a balance between having a healthy dose of self-doubt and having enough conviction to actually do/say/write stuff.” I agree, and thankfully I do have the self-confidence to voice out my own opinions even if they contradict those of others.

As they say, “take everything with moderation.” Hmm, perhaps this is an extreme position, and that there are some things that should not be taken with moderation?

Reminds me of that joke: “Only the Sith deal with absolutes.”

Debug your thought

An excellent model of self-doubt is computer programming – more specifically, debugging. We write programs expecting them to work, and nearly always they don’t. The bugs often appear in places we least expect, and the longer a bug takes to be found, the more trivial it probably is.

This shows how easy it is to be sure of what we are doing, only to find out, when pitted against the truth of the world, the countless factors (even seemingly obvious ones) we have neglected in our decisions. Unfortunately, real world decisions are  rarely pitted against the truth until a stage where things really matter and consequences can no longer be avoided.

(I was initially excited about the potential of programming for training self-doubt, but a friend countered that even programmers usually compartmentalize their thoughts, possibly leading to healthy self-doubt in programming but a lack of it in real life.)


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